tonight was a depressing night. this is definitely not a happy thing to blog about but is my one and last time i would blog about you.
Because, you're no longer in this world. he had brain tumour when he is 16. and now he is 20.
Daniel lee, he is a friend of mine during primary time. we used to take the same transportation everyday. now, he's gone.
we dont know where you are right now. i've attended your funeral two hours ago, and your aunt told me about your stories. how you actually pull through til 3th of march. and is all started on 2008.
you have been through the toughest 990 days in your life. there's so many things i heard about you. your aunt told me that, you wrote a few letters to your relatives using your left hand when your right hand couldnt moved at all.
your writings are not so nice but they said it means alot to them. is the most precious gift they ever received.
a few of your relatives came out to speak alil about you. they said you're a tough guy, never drop a single tears infront of them. yet you keep reminding them again and again not to cry for you or worried about you. everyone feel so proud of you because you never complain a single word, and you never mention , * why must god choose me? * you willingly accepted the fact, and moved on happily with days that you left.
your organs started to break down, your hand, your leg, and even your kidney and you can't even pass motion. we are all happy that you've a step father clean up everything for you day and night. always being there for you. and of course your dear girlfriend, peggy felt sad that you left her. she couldnt hold back her tears while looking back your videos.
when you can't even speak properly, you can still smile and tell everyone you will be alright.
i've seen the video that your parents recorded, you really been through alot. especially countless of operation on your brain. at the very begining, you still speak very clearly. as time goes by, after 2nd operation, you couldnt speak so clearly anymore. but, there's still smile on your face.
how could you actually be that strong? i wonder...
god gave you the power to move on?
may you rest in peace daniel.
you had your wonderful 19years, 7months and 1day.
your parents gave everyone a copy of the video of you in the hospital.
no one will ever forget about you.
sarazy.
